Anither week of outfield. Haiz...
Now got heat rash all over...
Mosquito bites all over the hands and legs...
Somebody pls save me....
Was celeb Ceciline B'day yester. Very funny, we go early to buy cake and everything while Edwin bring her to BK. Cav, Shing Run & Jian Wei went in 1st and they act like they nvr see them there. Than Ceciline call for them than they say its a coincidence. The rest of us went in while Edwin went to buy food. Haha... Ceciline ask y we nvr call Edwin to come out together and wat we're doing. I told her we watch Star Wars and she bought the story...
Although her B'day is on June and we celebrate earlier, its actually Edwin's plan so as to give her a surprise. Hehe... She really was surprise when we took out the cake.. Haha..
While we were celeb and taking photo, the BK uncle came forward and told us not to take photo in a very very fierce tone. Some more still stare at us after we kept the camera. So attitude problem. Wat kind of service is tat? Alvin say can't blame in cos the uncle got low education. But in the past my colleague in service line got NO EDUCATION at all and they kno customer service. Common sence wat. Feel like writing a letter to complain le but too lazy la. No pt angry with this kind of small things.
Don kno y nw I got very little topics with the guys, maybe cos everyone is in couple mode while I'm sitting there. Maybe I should stop going out with them til I find a girlfriend. Haiz... Maybe tat will take very long... Haha...
While I'm bored with them, I sit at 1 side reading my book "Tuesday With Morris". Saw a very nice quote which is very meaningful.
"So many people walk around with a meaninless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others,devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."
Makes me feel my life is really meaningless now. Haha.. I'm not doing things I want to do,not loving anyone in my heart,not contrbuting to the community, not creating something that gives me purpose and meaning.
posted at [4:32 PM]
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Hi, hws everybody. Very long nvr up date le. Even wondered if anyone visited. But who cares,this is my diary. Went Jacqueline's chatlet last week for her 21st b'day. Felt so embarassed cos her Poly frens only 3 went. Me,Alvin & Hidayah. Went she cut cake and they call for Poly frens,I really don kno wat to do. Feel like digging a whole and hide inside.
Will this happen to me too in the future? I don kno.Will my frens leave me,will I be alone? I don kno,but that is life,we're busy with our own and eventually lose each other. Sometimes having little fren is good too. U hav less worries and more time to spend with them.
Hav u ever tot of who will be by your side 4ever and who will leave u eventually? Well I have, it can be seen by their attitude towards others and the way they think. Those who will stay by your side are those tat bothered to ask bout u and manage time to plan for gatherings. While those tat leave the planning of gathering to u will leave u eventually cos they'll take u for granted.Thay'll think tat its your job to organise gathering and all they do is talk. Don believe,think about it and experiment. U'll kno.
Yesterday did something tat I've never done b4. I slept from afternoon 2p.m. to this morning 7a.m. without waking up in between. Guess I've really tire myself to the extreme.
posted at [4:15 PM]
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