Hi, hws everybody. Very long nvr up date le. Even wondered if anyone visited. But who cares,this is my diary. Went Jacqueline's chatlet last week for her 21st b'day. Felt so embarassed cos her Poly frens only 3 went. Me,Alvin & Hidayah. Went she cut cake and they call for Poly frens,I really don kno wat to do. Feel like digging a whole and hide inside.
Will this happen to me too in the future? I don kno.Will my frens leave me,will I be alone? I don kno,but that is life,we're busy with our own and eventually lose each other. Sometimes having little fren is good too. U hav less worries and more time to spend with them.
Hav u ever tot of who will be by your side 4ever and who will leave u eventually? Well I have, it can be seen by their attitude towards others and the way they think. Those who will stay by your side are those tat bothered to ask bout u and manage time to plan for gatherings. While those tat leave the planning of gathering to u will leave u eventually cos they'll take u for granted.Thay'll think tat its your job to organise gathering and all they do is talk. Don believe,think about it and experiment. U'll kno.
Yesterday did something tat I've never done b4. I slept from afternoon 2p.m. to this morning 7a.m. without waking up in between. Guess I've really tire myself to the extreme.
posted at [4:15 PM]
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