Wednesday, December 21, 2005
On leave today, tot I came blog bout my weekend last week. haha...
Spend my sat at East Coast in the morning, with only Alv and Edwin. The rest all can't make it, Cavin last min say can't come. Did alot of thinking actually. Cos I've always tried my best organising gatherings 4 them but seems like no body bothers liao lo. Sometimes msg Cav, he'll only say maybe or nvr reply at all. He'll tell Alv or Shing Run when I'm the 1 tat asked. End up I always don kno he coming not.
When I ask Shing Run to help organise cos I'm really busy, she said she's chatting with Cav at night and she'll discuss with him. End up there's always nothing done by her too. Really find no pt in organising anymore. I think I wash my hands on them le, after the Christmas gathering, I'll not organise anymore. This time I'm only doing it cos Edwin ask for my help. Sorry Ed, nex time try not to ask me help can? I really very sian to ask them lo :(
Bought my new phone on Sunday, might think waste money to buy N7610 cos its qutie old phone. But I only paid $38 for it and sign a new line for my mum. Will help her pay her bill monthly, treat it as my allowance with my low pay to her. haha... Hope fin NS earn big $ soon. Than dad and mum don hav to work so hard...
Read NKF case recently, the CEO is a big big bastard lo. Wonder y ppl cry when he step dwn? Cos nobody give them 1 yr 4 increment anymore? $1 only 10c go help ppl. Real bastard lo... Can't arrest him somemore, cos stupid NKF management negligent. He didn't do anything wrong so can't arrest him. Stupid thing.
Make me so mad when I think of this, watch the renci shw also no mood. Makes me feel disgusted by all the actors and celebrities. The tot of them being paid A BIG BIG PEANUT to do charity makes me puke. Keep asking us must be kind hearted, must do charity. Make call and u can save many. Feel like telling them," U don collect $ also can save many."
But no choice, those ppl still need help. Hope NKF will change for the better. Tats y I nvr canceled my mthly donation to them. If all draw out, than those 3000+ patients sure suffer more. Don kno y recently feel like doing so many charity. Haha... Even donated $ to the disabled when I'm short of $. Christmas Spirits? Nay... I don believe in Christmas.. I only believe in buddha is in everybodies heart (except in NKF xCEO's heart).
posted at [2:40 PM]
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
Serene is sad and I don kno y.. Hmp...
I think I going hav break dwn soon, worried bout work, worried bout my frens. Nw worried bout her. -_-"
Maybe break dwn liao laggi best, can stay hm or book into Hougang Chatlet aka woodbridge. Haha... Hmm... This weekend fully book liao, morning go cycling, than go eat. Afternoon go shop. Sun go sign plan and shop again. Monday still must do duty cos take over Warrant Low.
My 2 boss very stingy le, Pei Kim (Condolence $) give only $50 each. Even me, a LT give $50 lo. They Major and LTC shld give more lo. Think le, they earn min $5000. 1% of their pay = 50. can't they give a min 2%. -_-"
Tired le, nitz everybody... zzZZzZZzZ.....
posted at [9:18 PM]
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Monday, December 12, 2005
I hate myself, really feel tat I'm a cry baby. I kno guys should't cry, but I'm jus really sad.
At my camp,there's a really really good warrant whom I jus get to kno.
He... pass away... So sudden... He pass away due to an accident in China with his family for a holiday. The whole family was there, include his siblings and their spounce.
Dorisa ask me out to watch shw with her and I accepted it, not really cos I wanna watch shw. Haha... Jus my bad habit of finding a place to cry without ppl knowing. As usual I'm always good with hiding my sad emotion, she can't sense it at all too. Although the shw quite funny, I still cried:(
Tats y I hate myself, although not so close to Warrant Low. I'm still really sad by it lo.. Don kno y. Haiz... Maybe tat is also y til nw I still single ba, too emotional. Not "man" enough ba. Haha...
Encik Low, HQ SCE will miss u alot :( Rest in Peace...
Haiz... Don kno if I suddenly die ppl will miss me not? Haiz... Wonder if other than my family, will my frens cry not? Haha... Stupid tots...
posted at [10:16 PM]
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
Waa... So tiredd... Yesterday whole day wasted do duty, in camp doing nothing. Sian... But thanks to the thunder storm, make my day busy. Trip the circuit here and there. Make me run here there. Lucky got rover can use. Hur hur...
Later going Orchard sign star hub plan get new phone... Than go buy PDA with my bro. He waste of $ lo, no use also wan buy. haiz... Stuborn.. -_-"
Such a great weather to sleep. So tired... But sian, not used to sleep nw or afternoon. Labor life... :(
posted at [11:19 AM]
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Went to watch German shw with Dorisa for 2 days in a row. Shld hav only watch Mon only but her fren sick on Tue so ask me go instead. Haiz... But b4 we go watch the shw on Tue, went eat vegeterian food with her mum.. So delicious, so long nvr eat vegeterian food le. Think I'll find 1 day go eat again.
Mon shw was a topic on GAY and Tue is on Lespian. Therefore I shall not go into details bout the shw cos mos ppl are still "SQUARE SQUARE" thinking.. Haha...
Actually the story line quite interesting, but its not advertise much in S'pore due to u kno wat. haha...
Haiz... Recently so many Super Idol, super bla bla bla... So bo liao... Wa liao eh, wat is Mediacorp trying to do? Trying to squeeze the trend to the MAX? Don kno y still got so many ppl going crazy over these ppl. Or are they extras paid to do these? If they keep coming up with these kind of crap show, soon SUPER STAR will be all over the street lo. -_-"
posted at [8:39 PM]
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
Past 2 days went Junn chatlet at East Coast, don kno y she book there. So inaccessible. Took cab there very x lo... haiz... her chatlet not much ppl wan. Only got like 6 ppl total. Me, Chuan and dave drank Vodka, absolute vodka. We finsh the whole thing in like half an hr? Wooooo....
They knock out and go sleep. I almost knock out too... Went sleep at 3 but can't sleep. Hav a super scary dream and woke me up. Won tell u wat I dreamt, haha... but today morning hang over super jia lat lo... hurhur... slept til 4 p.m. today at the chatlet...
Junn and boy boy many many problem, haiz... Each relationship always give me problem. Haha... Hope she get good result for her O's I promise her mum help her change over new live but she only improve abit le... Haiz...
Wonder if Serene is back... Haiz...
posted at [11:18 PM]
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