Tuesday, January 31, 2006
HaPPy ChInEse New Yr!!!
This Lunar yr is a bad yr for relationship I think.
Alot ppl break up.
I hav total of 3 frens tat break off on New Year Eves and New Year.
Aren't new year suppose to be happy?
Aren't relationship a weird thing? Whenu want somebody to be with u, u'll jus tell him/her I luv u 4ever. I'll always be by your side, let me heal your wounds etc...
But when u met another person tat gives u the same feeling, u throw away the person tat was with u all along. U don remem the time when u're dwn,he/she rushes to your side without hesitation, rain or shine. He/she will rather miss the last train/bus and take Taxi jus to spend the xtra mins with u.
Even when a relationship ends, is there a need to stop all contact?
If u want stop contact, don even bother to say we're better of as frens when u don even meant it.Its difficult to face the person but that doesn't mean its impossible. The worse thing in a break up is not jus losing a bf/gf, its losing both a bf/gf and a fren. U can't jus dump a person and ask her to heal her wounds by herself.
This new year is a lousy one, only went my grandma hse and receive a total of $40 hong Bao(Including from my parents). Can't blame them cos business is going dwn, my dad even borrowed $1200 from my bro and sis to tide over for his vehicle. Hw I wish I can jus struvk Singapore Big Sweep and help my parents lighten the load. Than I can still go study without worries. I'm confused, should I go into Banking or Accounting? Am I smart enough to make it, or shld I say am I hardworking enough to study?
Yesterday went Kim Fong hse, so loong nvr meet le. Haha... We played poker all the way til 1am and go for prata after that. Stayed overnight at his hse. His sister (Serene) lock herself in her room the whole day. Haha... I got so many frens call Serene tat my phone book must put their surname. Is it so popular to name Serene?
Back to topic, my guess is she break with Thomas and he jus nvr bother to reply her sms or look for her. Haiz... Another couple break. Anyway she is opposite of me, she always dump ppl and I always ganna dump. Haha... But can guarantee 1 thing, we're both equally sad. She break bcos she knos it won last and she don want the guy to say it. Icy_Baby(her nick), if u're reading this, remem wat u say in the past. "Time will heal everything". U've been through so much and u've been able to stand up, this time u'll still stand up de.
Like wat Naruto always say: "I won't give up, that's the way of my Ninja."
***HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR***
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posted at [11:55 AM]
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We're still drinking companions, so if u need a drink call me.
Everything leave to fate ba, maybe time is wat we need.
posted at [12:50 PM]
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Siannnnnnnnnnnnn.........
Not in good mood but can't call Serene out for drink. Cos tomor have to rush a report by 12p.m. If can't do it, it means 7 extra duties for me. :(
If I ask her out for drink, I'll be too tired to do work tomor morning. Sian sian sian...
I Miss her So. Nvm, time will prove everything. I'll wait.
Don wan post liao, go sleep.
posted at [10:17 PM]
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Whole day at Far East today, 1st meet Serene to hav lunch at Pasta Mania. Super filling, cannot finish, haha... We shop for 3 hrs and she bought clothes up to $200, don worry, we use vouchers. She felt guilty for using my vouchers as initially she only plan to use $50 of it. But frankly speaking, I don mind using it on her. Far East is paradise for gers and not guys lo, nostly the shops sells gers clothes. She looks great in some of the clothes. Pretty Little Ger.
Wonder if I'll see her in the clothes we bought today.
She went to off at 4p.m. With big big bags of clothes.. Haha... No worries for New Yr le wo.
Of cos I hav plan for activities after tat, meet my bro buy watch lo. We look inside the shop for 1 hr and finally decide wat watch to buy. My bro bought a Fossil watch while I bought 2 watches.
Haha... 1 is Guess... So nice watch, got cover to protect it surface somemore. The other brand is I-watch. Its a German brand watch.
Classic watch with style. Haha... But I think if I wear it when meet my poly frens, most likely to them is not nice de. Cos their taste is totally diff from mine and believe me, they'll feel tat its not nice but still tell me its nice. Trust me on tat. Haha...
To them, I've poor taste ,no fashion sense and poor color combination. But strangely to other of my frens tat I went out with, I'm their adviser. That is y I say our taste is TOTALLY Different. Haha....
posted at [8:24 PM]
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I've always been considerate to others,
I've always been totful to others,
I've always been there for others.
But yet,
My best fren is not considerate and totful to me,
someone is not there when I needed her most.. :(
God is unfair, yes he is not.
Wat buddha say is not true,
"U get wat u planted"
I planted friendship and I get SHIT
Ting Yu came my home play game again yesterday,
I was not at hm, my sis sms me and told me tat my dad is in a bad mood.
Tell me ask Ting Yu not to stay at my home too long.
When I reach hm at 7+, he's still there.
Told him to leave and he say he's leaving soon.
But stayed all the way til 10p.m.
Got me into trouble, ganna scold for him going hm late.
Can't he be considerate and listen to me?
The one ganna scold is not him but me lo.
I'm between my best fren and family. Wat u wan me do?
Nex is my bro, ask him Tue want go Orchard buy watch?
He say he going bank update and get a new bank booklet too.
Informed him tat its PH therefore its closed.
Shw me blk face and quarrel with me for tat.
Its not my fault bank not open for Sun and PH lo.
I DON OWN THE STOOPID BANK.
Felt really sad and sms her to ask whether she's staying at her frens house or going hm?
She never reply. Wanted to ask her out but... Nvm she's studying...
In the end bought lime juice and add vodka into it,taste bitter but suit my mood.
I've always been there for all my frens when they need advice and company.
But yet no one is there for me or considerate to me when I need them.
HATE THIS F**KING WORLD
Its a bad day overall since I reach hm.
posted at [12:10 AM]
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