Tuesday, January 31, 2006
HaPPy ChInEse New Yr!!!
This Lunar yr is a bad yr for relationship I think.
Alot ppl break up.
I hav total of 3 frens tat break off on New Year Eves and New Year.
Aren't new year suppose to be happy?
Aren't relationship a weird thing? Whenu want somebody to be with u, u'll jus tell him/her I luv u 4ever. I'll always be by your side, let me heal your wounds etc...
But when u met another person tat gives u the same feeling, u throw away the person tat was with u all along. U don remem the time when u're dwn,he/she rushes to your side without hesitation, rain or shine. He/she will rather miss the last train/bus and take Taxi jus to spend the xtra mins with u.
Even when a relationship ends, is there a need to stop all contact?
If u want stop contact, don even bother to say we're better of as frens when u don even meant it.Its difficult to face the person but that doesn't mean its impossible. The worse thing in a break up is not jus losing a bf/gf, its losing both a bf/gf and a fren. U can't jus dump a person and ask her to heal her wounds by herself.
This new year is a lousy one, only went my grandma hse and receive a total of $40 hong Bao(Including from my parents). Can't blame them cos business is going dwn, my dad even borrowed $1200 from my bro and sis to tide over for his vehicle. Hw I wish I can jus struvk Singapore Big Sweep and help my parents lighten the load. Than I can still go study without worries. I'm confused, should I go into Banking or Accounting? Am I smart enough to make it, or shld I say am I hardworking enough to study?
Yesterday went Kim Fong hse, so loong nvr meet le. Haha... We played poker all the way til 1am and go for prata after that. Stayed overnight at his hse. His sister (Serene) lock herself in her room the whole day. Haha... I got so many frens call Serene tat my phone book must put their surname. Is it so popular to name Serene?
Back to topic, my guess is she break with Thomas and he jus nvr bother to reply her sms or look for her. Haiz... Another couple break. Anyway she is opposite of me, she always dump ppl and I always ganna dump. Haha... But can guarantee 1 thing, we're both equally sad. She break bcos she knos it won last and she don want the guy to say it. Icy_Baby(her nick), if u're reading this, remem wat u say in the past. "Time will heal everything". U've been through so much and u've been able to stand up, this time u'll still stand up de.
Like wat Naruto always say: "I won't give up, that's the way of my Ninja."
***HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR***
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posted at [11:55 AM]
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