posted at [11:24 PM]
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Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Yesterday early morning 5a.m having diarrhoea. Can only go see doc at 9+ cos doc open tat time.
Take 2 days MC. Was told to go back on wed de, but really cannot, still stomach ache. Haiz... Doc say I eat wrong thing but really don kno wat I eat lo. 1st time in my life stomach ache cos eat wrong thing. Use to eat alot more messy combination but nvr ganna anything le. Sian...
This few days got to control my intake le :(
No oily food, no milkk, no seafood, cannot eat too much meat etc...
No energy walk about, sooo borreeeddd...
To loved and to be loved
which of them is a blessing?
Or are both equally hurts?
posted at [8:30 PM]
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Very long no update le, super dooper bz bz bz..
Latest update of my life,make a decision that may change my life 4ever. I AM GETTING MARRIED!!!
Fool u :p haha... Of cos not marriage la, I decide to give Insurance line a try. Become an agent while furthering my studies in ACCA. To all mine frens and family: " I won ask u all buy insurance from me de, cos involve $ which will affect our relationship. U all are my treasures and I don wan lost it. Haha...
Hav to take 3 papers and pass them b4 I can bcome agent.
Mine plan within these few yrs is take ACCA, pass til part 2 fin than try to get the Degree. Must work really hard hard. Will not think of other things le, no time also. Haha... Waste my time...
Yesterday Evening left my office early so I can go FMCA or FCMA or something. 4get le... -_-"
To learn more bout ACCA... By end of the talk got 1 stupid degree holder go talk cock, ask hw much will it cost him to skip everthing jus take paper 3 or something etc... Than proudly annouce to everybody say cos he got degree le. Idiot lo, u so smart ask hw much for wat when she already break down cost for you. Cannot go count yourself is it? Stupid degree holder look like he in his 30s too, tats y so rush.
After that I went dinner with Zhi Qin and Jun He to Pasta Mania eat dinner at 9p.m. We eat and joke alot at tat time, everybody ordered Creamy Chicken. This is the 1st time Zhi Qin orders pasta too. Reminds me of my 1st time order when in Poly too.
After that I went Boat Quey meet Icy they all for a drinking session de, but end up we nvr drink much, only ordered 2 Jugs for whole night. There quite ok la, got pool table but very cramp. Accidentally knock over somebody else drink while playing, lucky is only a Jug of Green Tea, if beer I hav to pay jia lat le. We sneak too lvl 3 of the pub to chat, upstair abandon de, like got ghost only. Spooky but no ghost there. Guarantee + Chop since I can't sense (6th Sense) anythin there.
Icy had a tupid suggestion of scaring ppl by letting dwn her hair and jus put the head out. But no 1 see her anyway. Haha... Last night she talk alot bout Thomas, haiz... Realtionship problem again. Chris also got realtionship problem Everybody has their own problem. They comment bout hw tupid Chris was to do sacrifices for the ger cos she not worth it and knoing its no bearing fruit de. But really think he not tupid lo, the ger may not be worth it to others but its diff to him lo. Alot of them face problems like saying character don mix etc... But if u really like someone, character is only an xcuse use to cover up that u don love him lo if u use it to break up.
We chat and stay til closing at 3+a.m. I foot for the 2 jug which is $44 I think. After that we go makan and chat. Wait for 1st train at 6.06a.m and go hm after that. Reach hm bath than sleep at 7.15 ba. End up slept til 10a.m wake up le.
Receive a call from my aunt. She visit my cousin in prison yesterday and my cousin got a msg for me. He told his mum to say Happy Birthday to me. I'm so really touch. He still remem my birthday,can u imagine my cousin actually remembers my b'day? I still remem his 18th b'day b4 he go jail, I bought a cake go his hse celebrate with his parents and we took a photo.
He coming out at May, time really flies. So fast I old le.
posted at [3:34 PM]
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Went read Icy_Mist blog today,haiz... Her tagboard was bombarded by her X bf who nw call themselves passerby. Scolding her, insult her etc... U name it, they got it.
Can they jus grow up? End of a relationship doesn't mean the other person is bad to u or they are bad ppl lo. Wats the pt of insulting and make the person sad? If it does not blossom, than jus let go and be frens.
2 person broke my heart in my life. Although me and Serene ended with a quarrel and we nvr clear it up. She might no longer wan see me or talk to me, but I'll always threat her as a fren. I'll still be there if she need me as fren.
Advice for everybody: Its difficult to find someone to fit all your criteria and u fit their criteria. If u give up jus bcos the person doesn't fit and u don even give him /her time to change, it'll nvr work up. If the person meet your criteria, wat makes u think u met his?
posted at [7:34 PM]
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Last night went watch Underworld Evolution with Dorisa. Its a great shw which I'll recommend everybody go watch. Haha... But advice is watch pervious underworld 1st. Or else will not kno wat story bout de. haha...
As usual she is always late, xpected le. She was chatting with someone in msn til 4got time. -_-"
End up we too late reach no choice smuggle Mos Burger into the cinema rather than eat there. I rate the show 3.5 star star. My b'day coming soon, don kno going hw celebrate le. Shld I be like everyyear? Celebrate 1 mth with diff frens every weekend?
Today bought a new 1GB thumb drive for $77. Also visited CD Rama, bought 3 CDs. Overgrow (BOA), Pandora (Angela) and lastly a compilation. I kno wasted lots of $ but really very long nvr buy CDs le, shld pamper myself once in a while.
posted at [8:07 PM]
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Yesterday off day went KTV with Junn, Chuan & Pei Wen. Yesterday is 1st time I at KTV order Alcohol wo.. We ordered vodka + beer. Sing from 2p.m to 7 p.m. Super long and when bill come, to my surprise. Its not xpensive. Each pers pay $17. Imagine Sing 7 hrs each pers 2 drinks.
Fall sick for pass few days, having on and off fever. But don kno why, only feel headache but not hot or anything else. Now no fever le but still headache. Not cos drink too much. I getting better at holding liquor. Cos after yesterday go KTV they go play pool while I go drinking session.Drink from 8.30 to 10.30. Chat with Daniel they all while drinking. Lucky he say he treat, I jus receive pay don wan spend too much. Cos nex month got dinner & dance hav to pay $85. So x.
But lucky location is at Ministry Of Sound. Wanted to go visit there anyway. Wanted to book chatlet for nex month B'day de, but find it no point and xpensive. Should start to save up le. For ORD need time look for job, must plan for tat period of time. Decide le, maybe I find account job, study part time. And also try become part time Insurance agent. Thats y this month going for Prudential camp. Go see see. Understand more, hav more choices.
Learned 1 thing in these few weeks of my life, we should always give ourself more choices in life. No matter in studies, work, love life, frens etc... Someone taught me this, u don need to like some body to be with them. U jus need them to like u, than u can take your time to know them to make choices. But is this really right? I don know. Let time takes its course.
To all of my frens: " Thanks for accepting my bad point, for forgiving me. I've always been straightforward of hw I feel and say wat I is in my mind. And sometimes it may sound offending and u all hav always forgive me. Thanks... For accepting who I am and not who u all wan me to be."
Life is short, but I am glad to know of of you in the short moment of my life.
Every meetings give a different lesson to our life, not jus learn from books.
posted at [6:37 PM]
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