Yesterday is a day which I've use the most vulgarities in my life. And the angriest day of my life. I was hopping mad, almost felt like going to beat someone up. Here's wat happen.
1) Quarreled with my bro for a stupid matter and he disappear whole day till this morning return. Was so god damm worried. Initially I intend to as TY and ZQ go watch Scary Movie with me with my gf, therefore I asked my bro to tag along. But when I called TY, he said tat they don wanna watch it cos feedback was lousy. So I told my bro we're not going le but TY they all going watch Superman, asked whether he wanted to join them he don wan. He wan join us (me and my gal). Which is fucking weird therefore I told him no cos its really god damm weird. Than his face turn black... Am I wrong in doing this??
2) Quarreled with my gf over a very fucking big matter. I don kno, maybe is jus cos I'm petty? On friday night we went to 1 of her godsis b'day, tat is where she intro me as her bf. Her godsis was of cos surrprise cos my dear was single after his x for 1.5yr. Also I'm older than her by alot. There were alot of "bengs" there which is her godsis bf frens. Her "godsis" which my dear "doted" most GAVE her num to 1 of the fucking bengs without her knowing. Guess wat happen?? Of cos the guy call my dear and my dear did the most extraordinary thing, when the guy ask her if she's attached?? She fucking replied "U guess le" than of cos the guy would think tat she's fucking single.
Who in the world of right mind and attached would reply tat. She is obviously wanting to flirt with tat fucking guy. Hw can anyone do tat to her bf, has she 4gotten OUR PROMISE at tat time?? And somemore fri night is the 1st time I told her I love her and she can do TAT to me on FRI NIGHT?? When I asked for an explanation, she only say its fun, I lose it at tat moment. I almost wanted to jump directly from her house there, tat might be FUN? Her fun can caused relationship to be broken, or even worse her being FUCKED by tat fucking guy or rape by him?? Esp tat guy is a gang member.. If she intent to toy around with him than in end tell him she's attached, tat guy would fucking send ppl beat her up even though she's a ger. Cos ppl would think u deserve it. Hav u not tot of any consequence when u do things??
And u kno hw I found out wat she told tat guy?? Cos I found his num through my sources and called him. When I say I hav links in gangs, I'm not kidding.. I seriously hav diff gangs frens, i had my own ways of finding out stuffs.
When I asked her to confront her GODSIS why she gave her num away, SHE DON DARE cos she dote on her really much and don wanna lose her. FUCK YOU. If u can't afford to lose her u can afford to lose me?? Someone whom u promise tat u'll not lie to me again after the previous episode?? And most of the time is u ask me not to treat u tat way, not to 2 time u. But u're the one tat is doing it.
I kno u're young tats y u might make the wrong choice, therefore I'll shall give u a third chance dear. I hope u'll change,and not repeat it again. But I can only say, I'll not trust u as much as previous le. U missused my trust towards u. U throw it away like its worthless.. "Trust are not given but earned" Don do it again and this time I mean it dear, u'll lose me 4ever if u do tat to me again.I can seriously tell u we can't even be fren if it end this way jus like wat happen to u and your x. Jus tat now u're in your x position and I'm in yours. Really don understand hw u can hav the heart to do tat to me??
Hope u'll really think through wat u've done is correct not? I'm really hurt and mad yesterday.
Many of u may hav bad impression of my gf after this post, but pls don. She has her good side, she's jus young and immature.
posted at [11:13 AM]
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