Sunday, December 10, 2006
Been bz recently with my work, keep doing OT even til 1030. Was totally annoyed when someone msg me asking me whether I've paid for a particular "meal" and than another msg says not regarding the meal.Remind me that I still owe him "36" big bucks since August. An amt which I've noted dwn in my PDA to pay once I've received my pay. Its not like I'm denying tat I owe the $ lo. Totally disappointed cos really makes me feel like they think i'm the kind of person that don pay up. Everyones close to me knos tat I'm running low on cash so nvr pay up. But at least now I really really knos who are my frens that knos me and those that don kno me.
Its a mere $36 and for 3 mths they're chasing like it big bucks.. -_-" Why am I frens of people who are so $ minded to that xtend? I don kno, I really don. I can lend $ to other frens who owe me $100 for a yr than pay back, and they're are jus normal frens. Diff people diff definition of frens maybe? I'm starting to feel distants from them.. No wonder they say $ changes friendship, now I understand. But for me is not cos of the $, is the trust and confident they lack in me. And I hate it when someone don trust me. Especially friends.
Recently baby been very enthu bout a particular website, whosgoing. And we had some issue bout it earlier. And she's adding more and more weird ppl into her msn from there which I really find no pt adding since that website has a "LIVECHAT" service which she uses to chat with them. She says she adds them cos she wan ask them to help her find job, really find it nonsence cos everybody works in her line meh? Than another xcuse is some stuff they chat don wan others kno. But diao... Like wat topic cannot let others kno? Although she ensure me that everybody there's kno she's attached and bla bla bla, but pls... As if those guys bother.. They go for anything.
And she's been smoking more and more each day, and start to likes clubbing more and more. Which really worries me, both bout her health and rs ba. Cos the 2 things I don really like she's been doing it. In the past she smokes 3 sticks but recently, 6 sticks per day. -_-" I don mind her smoke 3 sticks but 6??
Yesterday went with my baby to go Suntec watch movie,don kno y its jus feels weird cos knowing her watching show with another guy holding his hands 2 mths ago jus makes me feel uncomfortable.Somemore the seat is not design so that u can merge them, its either his hands puts over her side or vice versa and she jus wouldn't answer me when i ask.But anyway we met Shu Rong(Baby's close fren) working in the arcade there and they chat awhile before we go watch movie.
Think baby sense my mood cos during the show although I was cold, i kept my distance from her... But its not cos I'm angry, cos I don wan her to kno I hav sands in my eyes.
Thats all for the unhappy part.
After the show we shop around Suntec. Than go see the foutain. Baby delicate a laser msg and song for me and I was really touch, tears almost came out cos I was really touch. But end up baby is the one tat did most of the crying herself. Muack...
After that we go 401 hav dinner, she had mee sua and i oreder hokien mee. Haha... Not as nice as I tot.. On the way sending her hm, really hope time will freeze at the time i'm holding her hands. Will we still be holding each other hands 1o yrs later?? I hope... :)
posted at [12:29 PM]
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